Es ist mein 10. Jahrestag auf Tumblr 🥳
yayyy that means my depression is also 10 years old🥳🫶🏻
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Today, 5. Nov 2022 3am
I fully relapsed again. For 6years I was almost fully clean, maybe once a year a small cut, but today many more cuts at once happened. I saw the blood I remembered years ago again. The feeling of cutting urself didn’t change. The tingling, throbbing kind of pain.
I feel horrible realizing I‘m back to 9-7 years again. I‘m fully broken again. Feeling useless, dirty and alone. No will to move or live at all.
I felt that
please don’t let me shine